So much has occurred for all of us since 12/21. How we interpret the Shift and what it brought us may well be as individual as is our perception, yet it has occurred! We can truly celebrate that together now. Having prepared as best as possible by meditating, reflecting, writing, and silence, it feels like a am literally brand new, or born again. The experiences that I am having now are not in any way, comparable to how I experienced time and space and “me” just a few weeks ago. For starters, I have pulled or rather, ejected myself from my sacred home cave and am participating in darn near everything that comes my way (and boy, is it coming!) with renewed passion and an attitude of fearless, joyful living. I don’t think that there has been a time in this (linear) life span that has been more effortless and vibrantly FUN! There are 2 things I’d like to address in this message today: 1.) Instant lessons of manifestation learned & 2.) Profound dream time learning: THE JEWELS.
First, Instant Lessons: I was introduced to a thing in September that addresses body care. I tried it and was deeply impressed with the immediate results that I saw. At that time my body and the care of it was not my concern because my Spirit and the Ascension had my full attention. What did it matter how/what my body was doing when I was about to undergo a rapid transformation of mind and soul? On Dec. 23rd I was lying down to have a rest and asked my Crew (guides) to show me how to proceed from this place. The dream was incredible. I will spare you the movie that I saw and share the essence; what the old man on the beach told me: YOU have spent lots of time leaving your body. Now look, you have a gift here. You have a purpose here. Enjoy this vehicle fully, share yourself fully and stop messing around with what’s on the other side! You’ll be there soon enough.
My friend called to ask me about the business of the body care thing and woke me from the dream. Okay, I’m in! Well, that was just two weeks ago and the changes I’ve seen are as dramatic as what used to take months of diet and exercise. Big deal, that’s all great, it really is, and I have this new business to share with others. It is growing like wildfire and I got so exited that I envisioned taking it to a huge spa out of town and what that would look like…etc. I made the call, the lady was excited and then I unwittingly withdrew into an habituated pattern of fear. I told her that maybe in a couple of weeks I would come and show her. Lesson 1: If someone says “yes”, go to her! I lost that opportunity by not being a full-on yes. She has fizzled out and wants nothing to do with me for the moment. Felt the disappointment of it for a day and then asked myself: What is this for? Yes, the money would be lovely, but really, I already have everything that I could dream of. Ultimately this (business) is simply a vehicle for teaching others that we are in a new place of manifestation. We are completely unlimited creators, gifted with everything we need to design a wonderful life for ourselves, no matter what that might look like for us.
Immediately the disappointment of losing/sabotaging that opportunity diminished in favor of the correction. We remember that we are now and have always been innocent. We attract the perfect lessons in each moment, to guide us to the recognition that we are filled with Spirit; that we are in the world and not of it, that this is our playground and where we get to have happy dreams filled with love, compassion, service and unity. Wow!!! Are you kidding me? What a blast! Reset: Who am I serving, God or the little self i call Gypsy? The “I” of Spirit knows nothing of the desires of little i, Gypsy. Isn’t that great? Gypsy is in a dream of her own making. She will serve the ego, or serve the Spirit which lives and moves within her. Wow. Personal mantra number 3664: “I” doesn’t know anything about this.”
Profound Dream Time Lessons: Tight loops of a repetitive cycle went on for days: Rings or pools of Executive blue. Like water rings, vibrating, echoing upon and within each other…for hours of my sleeping time. My mind was caught and I couldn’t break out of the blue rings. There were dreams within that dream. Some were of the regrets of the past, what I shouldda/couldda done differently, all of them discomforting. I got up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night and asked out loud, “What do you want me to see. Help me see.” No sooner had I laid down and the rings began to open. I “saw” that how I had designed my life was an encased, defensive mechanism that was almost life, not really connecting with others. Sure there have been countless miraculous healing sessions with clients these past 25 years and I thank God for them. Yes, there is love in my life, but it was a limited thing. The only real correction was to open the rings (my heart, it turns out) so wide and vast that there was no boundary. Everything was included, from the speck to the universe. As the rings opened, sparkles of all colors and vibrancy filled the universe. I saw that each soul has a unique and beautiful expression and that together, we comprise a kingdom of magnificent radiance. To behold that is breathtaking! Now I walk the earth with this vision of beauty and divine elegance. When I see you, I see your eternal beauty and can barely keep from falling at your feet with gratitude for your expression.
The cycle has broken and I am in a stream of information and clarity. Now my sleeping dreams are much different. I am free, I am traveling, both out of body, throughout space and time, and globally. I am literally gathering souls in my sleep, and adding them to my heart. This feels like a very active practice of Oneness, of Singularity. All that I had previously held apart is now coming home to me. I realize that my perception is a tool that is rightly used when seeing the Light of God in all living things. Yet 5-D reality is dawning upon my mind at the rate at which is comfortable for me. It’s not an immediate transformation, but a gentle awakening. There is a sense of patience and grace about the transformation. It is an invitation that I can nibble on. It doesn’t swallow me, rather I take it in.
THE JEWELS: You are the executive or executrix of your reality. Grab the jewels! Pearls: All of the beautiful lessons, the pearls of wisdom offered me throughout time, through many different teachers, are gathering together in mind and integrating to show me that the RUBY lies in the heart. By inviting all souls and opportunities to recognize the truth of who and what I am in, I am saved from my own limitations and defenses. I am blessed to allow the love of all things into my heart. The EMERALD is the natural and organic abundance of what is; of money, the ability to share, bless, coach, associate with and gather even more love. And finally, the DIAMOND: There is nothing to manifest that we don’t already have. The diamond is the recognition that we don’t manifest anything, rather we lean into what is already manifested for us. We manifest by nurturing our personal desire to accept the gifts of the kingdom of God, where all there is, is love and abundance. If the gifts of the kingdom are already given, what is left to manifest but the willingness to receive them? I love you all, truly, madly, deeply… as my Self. Thank you.